Honestly, looking back I had an amazing year. There were a lot of personal milestones this year, which bear mentioning.
-For the first time in my life, I moved into a place of my own. No roommates, no boyfriends, just myself. Every day it continues to be incredible. I love the sense of freedom, the ability to do whatever I want whenever I want. Of course, it gets lonely at times, but my inner happiness outweighs any moment of solitude.
-I started nursing school, and more importantly, clinicals which get me to the bedside. So far I have absolutely no regrets. The worst day of nursing school is amazing compared to my best day at my old job. Each new challenge, each new patient solidifies the thought in my head that, “Yes, this is exactly where I want to be”. I am so excited to graduate (eventually) and start my new career.
-I reached the point where I can say to myself, “Yes, I’m ready to date someone again”. That being said, I absolutely love being single. Less stress, less work, less everything. True, I crave intimacy at times, but I’ve learned to deal with it. I’ve gone on dates, and while that has given me a great network of friends, I’m happy with the way my life is going.
-I finally traveled somewhere on my own for the first time. I picked a place, figured out the logistics, and had a blast. It’s something I’d like to do more of in the future, but my current finances are.. strained. Even more reason to finish getting my nursing degree. :)
-It’s taken me a while, but I no longer harbor any anger towards my parents. We’ve had rough spots in the past, but things seem to be improving. Where this all leads is yet to be seen, but I’m happy where things are.
-Most importantly, I feel like I am maturing. I am not the person I was at the beginning of this year. I’ve made mistakes, learned a few life lessons, worked through difficult moments, and I am better for it. I’ve reached a point where I can say without any reservation that “I am content”.
Here’s wishing every one of you a happy new year, and an incredible 2012. Make it your best.
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